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| Time: | 7:51 pm. |
| Mood: | optimistic. | | Music: | Crass. |
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There is no way in hell they can send me to England for the summer. Or dye my hair back to blond.
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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
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Sunday was a weird day. I went to Lou's and tried to call Ken but it went to his message machine. I got The Craft and a Yeah Yeah Yeahs cd. I used to hate them but now I really like their music for some reason. It brings weird memories and thoughts into my mind, I guess. Okay well anyways, after that I walked to D Street park and sat on a bench for about an hour and a half. I actually found this part to be the most exciting part of my day. Then my mom calls me on my cell phone and we have an argument. I start crying as soon as my dad pulls up to pick me up, so I just suck it up and force it all back in. I hate having to do that. Oh well. Then Jessica came over and slept over that night because her mom was out of town.
Then yesterday, I went to Torrey Pines after school and met up with Jessica. I saw all the old kids from Earl Warren and it made me sad. I miss last year so much. Then we walked to the highlands and got smoothies and ate rice. I also got my little asian shoes for 5 Dollars! I'm so happy about that... Then we saw Justin Latus and I screamed "JUSTIN!!!!" out the window. He was with his friends and he just looked kind of confused. I miss that kid. A lot. So then Jessica slept over last night, too.
Today was spirit day at school. It was extremely hot out and they were playing weird music. Atleast we got popsicles at the end. After I went home I fell asleep for three hours. I hadn't realized how tired I always am. I need to not go to sleep so late on school nights.
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| Time: | 7:30 pm. |
| Mood: | drained. |
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Okay, so I was looking foward to this weekend up until I found out I'm going to Palm Springs. Once again. Atleast they have a computer up there. [the only highlight of the trip]
Yeah well I'm going to try to go to the vegan buffet thing at the che this thursday night. So... if any of you are going, maybe i'll see you there. Otherwise, farewell for another two weeks.
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"We had two bags of grass.
75 pellets of mescaline.
5 sheets of high powered blotter acid.
A salt shaker half full of cocaine.
A whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers.
Also a quart of tequila.
Quart of rum.
A case of beer
Pint of raw ether.
And 2 dozen amyls.
Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get locked into a serious drug collection... the tendency is to push it as far as you can."
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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology
hey God, i really don't know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems
hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide
i lost my ignorance, security and pride
i'm all alone in a world you must despise
hey God, i believed your promises, your promises and lies
don't take it away from me
i need you to hold on to
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| Time: | 11:13 am. |
| Mood: | frustrated. |
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Last night me, Jessica, and Hannah went to the Che, mostly just to see Wrecking Crew & S.O.S. It was nice seeing everybody again. Patrick, Liz, Brandon, Kim, Scott, Jamie... I actually miss the highlands when I see all of them. Hah. Yeah well anyways, at one point Jessica and I went into the pit [it wasn't exactly a pit... more just like shoving] and it was all good clean fun until some asshole socked me in the back of the head. I got really dizzy and tried to get out, but it's like being stuck in the ocean with a wave thats pulling you out to sea. Some cops also came, looking for people who were drinking and smoking pot, I guess? Everyone kept telling me they're always looking for any reason to shut the Che down. If it did, that would suck, considering it's the only cool venue around here.
So my night was ok. I think.
Today I have to go to the street fair with my mom.... aidhasjkldh,asnfasf. I don't want to at all.
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| Time: | 12:33 am. |
| Mood: | depressed. |
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Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live
I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom
Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Meaty hole please release me
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Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I will answer your questions in a reply. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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Last night Whitney, Kimi, Liz, and me spent the night at Sarah's. We watched The Shining [my first time seeing it] and it actually wasn't as scary as everyone always makes it up to be. I got about three hours of sleep because Kimi and Whitney and I spent a lot of the night talking. It's so nice to just be able to spill things to people, and have them actually understand you. I haven't had a sleep-over in a long time.
Jamie also got back yesterday so I got to see her. I missed her a lot. Gine squad is kind of fading out... Kate, Cassey, and Jamie are going to be hanging out together a lot, I know it. And the nice thing? I don't even care. I'm really satisfied with my friends right now, especially because I've become closer with Sarah, Whitney, Kimi, Liz, etc. It's nice to be able to do more stuff than just sit around Moonlight all day doing nothing. I'm also planning on hanging out with Jessica soon, and I'm glad we're going to the Sleater-Kinney show.
Um.. what else? Oh yea, Mike Burke [sp?] gave me an Assuck patch. I miss my cds. Cassey was going to have some of mine burned for her, so Jamie still has them. :( There's my Aus Rotten, Crass, Rudimentary Peni, A//Political, and so many more... goddamnit. I think Sarah's going to call me after she's done babysitting today so we can go to the 99cent store. I haven't been there in awhile.
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| Time: | 9:38 am. |
| Mood: | indescribable. | | Music: | Skinny Puppy- Assimilate. |
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| Time: | 9:46 am. |
| Mood: | sick. | | Music: | Sleater-Kinney - One Beat. |
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Spring break has been good so far, I just hope it stays this way. I'm getting sick, though, which sucks.
I want to get a different layout, and clear out my friends list. Some of you never comment or update and it's kind of pointless to have you added.
Hope you all have a good break, I might post pictures later.
<3
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Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
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Gine Squad 4 Life. <3 <3 <3
I know Kate posted this pic in her lj awhile ago, but I was looking through the computer and this picture brought back good memories. Ah, the gine days... that will continue... forever. :)
Too bad Kate is missing from the piccie.
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Saturday, March 6th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:50 pm. |
| Mood: | stoned. | | Music: | Jamie's RFAD Soundtrack. *jelous*. |
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Picked up Gianna, came back to my dads house, and walked to 101.
I got to talk to Eric for like an hour this time. We went on a walk or whatever. He's so fucking chill, everyone is always talking shit on him but I'll find out what he's like for myself. And I mean that in the non-bitchiest way possible.
Someone buy me the RFAD soundtrack, please?
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